Thirty Three: Decisions.

"Hate those times when the mirror's not my friend

When everything I see in it offends

Talking back at me I swear it says

All the things I think they're thinking

All the things I think they're thinking about me

About me

On rainy days when there's absolutely nothing to do

But stay inside, bite my nails and chew

On all the things I'd rather not think about thinking

All the things I think they're thinking"

I think they're thinking- Natasha Bedingfield

So yesterday I was ill and was stuck at home, so I decided I would do a whole bunch of uni stuff. Mainly being confirming Chichester as my firm choice and Greenwich as my insurance (firm and insurance are really weird terms to use) and doing student finance. It was scary to see it all suddenly...decided. I mean, I already I knew that Chichester and Greenwich were going to be 1 and 2, but seeing it on the screen, seemed scarier. The student finance form is stupidly long but it's done now; I'm only getting a loan for the tuition fees and not for the accomodation and everything else.


I've had a few exams, my last one being on Wednesday. I came out of English Language feeling almost like I did last time, only slightly more confident about the Child Languag Acquisition question (something like 'Discuss the ways children's grammar develops' only it was a longer question than that, I'm sure). The first question was about electronic texts, which I hadn't revised for because it hadn't come up last year and I didn't appear to have any notes on it. Critical Thinking was the same as last time, except I think I may have actually done worse. What's worse than failing?

I haven't read any more books recently, I'm still reading The Almost Moon. Book recommendations? Although I still have...10 books on my Amazon wishlist. Maybe I should get through those first. I've made some more cookies, and discovered why exactly it says you should only put 150g instead of 200g in it. It's a bit, 'Hello, I'd like some cookie with this white chocolate.',I've developed an odd obsession with painting my nails...they're a light pink/purple at the moment and I took the lenses out of my 3D glasses so now they look like nerd/Doctor Who glasses. Yeahhh. Also, my brother got his exam results back and he got a C in English Language, which means he can do English Literature in the summer. When I was at school (back in the day and all that) we had none of this passing one exam to be able to do  another business.

Casualty's on and I'm up early in the morning (I'm going to see my cousin's on my dad's side. I haven't seen them in about two years and as much as I'd like a lie in, I haven't been out the house apart from  to go to Oxfam today since Wednesday.) so BYE.

B xxx :)