So I think a lot. And I've come to the conclusion that whether people leave by choice or not, with explanation or not, with saying goodbye first or not, it still sucks. It really sucks. I don't think I can put in to words how much it sucks, so you should just take it from me that it does and I'll leave it at that. But either way there's still a person missing from your life and you find yourself questioning the role that person played in your life. Because there are people -a surprising amount of people- who actually make a difference in your life, who make your life better, who make you better, and some times you don't realise it, because it's not this big, grand gesture, it's a little thing, or lots of little things. And then after they leave, and some times it's your fault, and then you have to start again, shape you life again around the gap that they leave.
Anyway, that's all I have to say.
B xxx
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