Monday, 28 September 2009

Nine: Mixed Emotions.

I am sad today. Not as in a bad type of sad, but a good type of sad. (Have patience with me here.) It's mainly because people are leaving for uni, leaving the country and just leaving in general and I'm missing people who I didn't think I would, blah blah blah, mushy stuff, etc.

I'm a bit confused as well in terms of boys, but the less said about them the better. I messed up last year and this year I have to focus on college work. Because there's enough of it.

Moving on. Today has been a good day because I went with my Dad into town and we got my electric piano :) Which he's nearly finished putting together. I also got to choose my laptop, but I have to wait until Christmas to use it. I bought a new top and some jewellery and (I said I wouldn't buy anything from Paperchase. I'm sorry, I couldn't resist. I need help) a new journal, which is very, very nice. Obviously, otherwise I wouldn't have bought it.

I'm worried about my future. It's nearly October and I haven't done my personal statement, I don't know which 5 unis I want to go to, and I don't even know what I want to do any more.

I can't remember what I wrote in the last entry, so I shall briefly say (I think I did mention this...) that I've finished The Hunger Games and Looking For Alaska. I really want Catching Fire, and have no money because of today, so it will have to wait. That, and The Soloist and Fame have just come out at the cinema, so...

I found a load of cds with some music I backed up ageeesss ago and there's some with some good memories attached. Right now I'm listening to Car Wash by Christina Aguilera and Missy Elliot (which is out of Shark Tale) and dancing in my chair. Yeah, I know, I need a life.

B xxx :)

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